... And I know not how to get it back.
Will Soon Be Graduating From High School This means, in some small measure, I have successfully managed to get him through 12 years of school and to the age of 18 alive. No small accomplishment, that. Today he called for a ride home after he rode the bus most of the way to our house. As it was about 90 degrees outside, I obliged. I'm a good mom, plus it got me out of a very hot house and into the sweet deliciousness of my air conditioned vehicle. My oldest and youngest daughters went along for the ride and they spotted The Boy before I did. "What's up with his pants?" Indeed. The operative word for his pants was up . He wears those extremely skinny jeans and he'd rolled them up to about knee level and he was walking towards us with a grimace on his face. He was in pain. You see, five hours earlier, in the throes of near heat exhaustion, he rolled the legs of his pants up and then his legs swelled up. He was unable to remove his own pants or roll down what he...
Oh Pam!!! :( I am so sad for you! I have NOT been where you are...I can only imagine the kind of pain you're in. You're whole family.
ReplyDeleteI have a co-worker/friend whose daughter has gone pretty much the rounds as well. Married, two children, fourth or fifth time in rehab, I'm not sure. Just finished the current bit, and is determined to stay clean. She has lost one of the kids to previous boyfriend...but at least has visits. Almost lost the youngest...
I don't know how the mom does it. I would be like you...dying each time.
Can you go to the temple and sit in the celestial room?
I really wish I could just come ease your pain...
Just know that my thoughts and heart is with you. Heavenly Father is there, He really is, and somehow you will pull through this. I know it looks dark and impossible...but somehow it will be made right.
Take care... Could you email me your address? If you trust I won't send a stalker to your door...lol
spazwriter@yahoo.com