Thursday, March 05, 2009


I keep forgetting to update this now that I've discovered the joys of Facebook. Oh, and agony of dealing with other issues. Like having the neurologist increase Ashley's seizure meds twice in one week because she's had seizures and then finding that the side effects are possibly worse than the seizures themselves. Now we're weaning her off the one med and slowly adding another one.

I'm tired.... I've lost count of the nights I've spent holding her as she cries. She's missed so much school lately.

You know what would be wonderful?

To not have to do this anymore.

Yes, there are worse things in this world. I'm quite aware of that. I was actually thinking about that the other day when I parked in front of the house and had a mini-melt down while sitting there for half an hour. Sometimes it just feels good to let it all out. I'd been holding it in for far too long.

So, onward and upward.


  1. Yeah...I guess facebook can get addicting -- but I don't go there very often. My son updates his every day. Totally understand about your daughter...hope they are able to get things smoothed out soon for her and for your sakes...take care.

  2. loves from Utah friends....


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